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begzarim..
Wednesday, May 28, 2003
miduni az chi asabaniam? na az inke koshtam, faghat
az inke sigaramo kardam tu tanesh!
BAAD-AZ-ZOHR ke az daneshgah umadam, neshaste bud ru
takhtam moaddab salam kard, goft: "khaste nabaashi.ruzet
chetor bud?" saii kardam ba ye labkhande kutah behesh
neshun nadam cheghadr tu delam zogh kardam umade pisham.
harchi bishtar saii kardim ba ham harf bezanim pichidetar
shod!tarze tafakkoremun kheili ba ham fargh dasht.kheili.
chai ke dorost kardam bi-ejaaze az livanam khord.faghat
chap chap negash kardam o tu delam goftam: "nafahme
bi-adab!" fekr mikardam vaghti jelosh telefoni gharare
emshabamo ba bachehaa beham bezanam, ye kalum mige:
"man mozaahem nabasham, to boro be kaaret beres, man
zahmat o kam mikonam." hichchi nagoft.ba cheshmaye
gondeye khoshgelesh zol zade bud behem.ta telefonam tamum
shod goft:"baba ye emruzo bikhiyale dars.to ke farda ham
tatili, biya ba ham ye film bebinim!" az dastesh kheili
hers khordam.midunest cheghdr dars vase khundan daram.
mehmun vali mehmun bud. hameye asabaaniyatamo ghurt dadam
paiin.ye chai dige dorost kardam o bikhiyal "Pulp fiction"
o kardam tu video.vasate film hamash harf mizad. baad az
har mokaalemeii ham miporsid:"chi goftan?" majbur budam
Pause bezanam, hamasho barash tozih bedam.film ke tamum
shod, neshastam sare computer o engar daram moshkelate
donya ro hal mikonam, ghiyafeye jeddie motefakkeri be
khodam gereftam.harchi ham harf zad iggnor esh kardam.
mikhastam befahme bayad pashe bere.mikhastam befahme ke
man bayad dars bekhunam,ke vaght nadaram...aslan agha mage
zure? nemikhastam in hame moddat inja bemune. vali harghadr
bishtar behesh bimahalli kardam porrutar shod.be jaii
resid ke shoroo kard badanesho be dast o paam malundan!!
chendesh-avar bud!enghadr ke tasmime khodamo gereftam..ba
haalate GHAHR va ba ghadamhaaye mohkam raftam tarafe
ashpazkhune.vasate rah tasmim gereftam pamo bezanam be
paayeye sandali o az pa-dard ru zamin velo besham.vasate
naale vaght dashtam zir-cheshmi behesh negah konam.ba ye
puz-khand dastaaye kasifesho be ham mimalid.magas-kosh ro ke
ovordam, delam gereft.cheshmamo bastam o be khoda kheili
arum zadam rush. az tahe del khastam cheshamamo ke baz
mikonam, bebinam farar karde rafte. vali unja bud. badane
nimejunesho endakhtam tu zirsigarie poram.
ye chai dorost kardam o avval neshastam be azaadari.baad
ham chand saati saii kardam tamame dalaayele ehtemalie dar
elme ravaanshenasi ro baraye tojihe in karam peida konam.
tafakkoraatam be jaahaaye baarik ke resid, yeho kaamelan
kalaafe o asabi cheshmaamo naazok kardam o khire shodam be
badane nesbatan leh-shodash tu zirsigari;"aslan kheili ham
khub kari karde budam! chon nemizasht dars bekhunam!
midunest cheghadr dars ru saram rikhte vali un khodkhahtar
az in harfaa bud! mikhast beshinam vaghte ba-arzeshamo
bahash talaf konam ke chi? chi khiyal karde bud? fekr karde
bud kie ke mitune jeloye _be ghole babam_ ESTEFADEYE MOFID
az vaghte yeki mesle mano begire?..." "na na na ...toe
junevar mano daste kam gerefti!" tahe sigaaramo ba khoshunat
o HAGH_BEJANEBIe bisaabegheii khamush kardam ru tanesh.
ye negah be saat endakhtam.saat 3sobh bud!! ye khamiyaze
keshidam;"heif ke shabaa bayad khabid vagarna kami dars
mikhundam!...farda vali hatman!...ghol midam! ..._age mehmun
nadashte basham"
